Why won't you wake up?

I didn't know how much you meant before you where gone..
I still need you.
I still want you..
It's not the same when you not around here..
I'm cryin' and wish.. that you where here..
just a few minutes, so I could hold you in my arms..
say those words.. That I always had loved you.
That your my all..
But I cant say..
say that I love you and always will, because you are not here right now..
I miss you so much that I'll break to pieces without you..
My tears don't help..
My wish don't help..
My love don't help..
Because you're gone..
I miss you baby..
So much that I dying.. slowly..
Sorry, that I'm the only one that didn't say goodbye.. and I'm the only one you ever loved..
my dear.. I hope you will see this..
I love you.. </3